I am exasperated. So much so that it is taking a physical toll on my body. It freaks me out how often the phone ring-ring-rings and how much I pace-pace-pace, only to find the call is not for me. Why? Why am I not important enough to contact right now? I don't understand it. I hardly like it. I truly dislike not feeling important. If someone could contact me, just to say "hello?" I'd appreciate it. But right now, it's as if my life is suffering at the end of a rope. Burning to a crisp, with me along with it.
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